What can I say? I am still trying to wake up. I slept really hard today, and this is one of those days where I just did not want to wake up. Today, I had another weird and vivid dream. For some weird reason, my real life next door neighbor was in my dream. In my dream, he was such an ass. In real life, he is actually such a nice person. Well, seemingly nice person. I don't really know him all that well, or his wife. In my dream, he was incredibly insulting and said some really nasty things about me. Why? Why would I dream this? Is it that I am, deep down, afraid that he really thinks these things about me? Hmmm...possible.
I do have a harsh self-image. My next door neighbor is a handsome, very fit individual. Maybe I am jealous of how fit and confident he is, or maybe a part of me is fearful that the things that he said in my dream is what he really thinks of me? Again, why? Like I said, I don't really know him all that well. I am definitely not attracted to him or interested in impressing him in any way. Yeah, trust me, he is not the guy that I am currently interested in impressing. I am happy that the guy that I would like to impress wasn't the villain in my dream. Perhaps, I am just over-thinking. Sometimes, a dream is just a dream.
Today, I basically continued to play repeat of my daily schedule. I went to work, came home, went to sleep, woke up, ate dinner, and am currently sitting on the living room couch and watching the television while I am typing away on my laptop. Granted, I did shake up my day by driving to my local go-to fast food restaurant to purchase a cheeseburger. On days, where I have a particularly hard day at work, I go and pick up a cheeseburger before going home. I definitely don't do this every day. Last night was not an easy night at work. Between issues with the medical software that we use for our organization and clients not sleeping, it proved to be a very long night at work. I definitely need to learn patience. I am not a patient person, and my lack of patience is something that I have yet to conquer. I must work on being more patient!
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