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01.11.2021


My Dearest Night Owls,


Ah, another Monday has come and almost gone. Today has been one of those days, you know, annoying and exhausting. This morning, I woke up again, at around 04:00 AM. I woke up from, yet, another bad dream. Shortly after I woke up from my bad dream, I could hear Evan crying out in his sleep. It was obvious that Evan was also experiencing a bad dream. I have heard Evan in distress, while sleeping. It's always the same sounds of anguish. It almost sounds like he is dreaming the same exact dream every time because the sounds are always the same. After hearing Evan crying out in distress, I woke him up. After waking Evan up, he appeared to immediately fall back asleep. How does he do that?!? I can't seem to immediately fall back asleep. For me, it is a lengthy and annoying process just to get back to sleep.


I was able to fall back asleep, but I didn't sleep in for very long. I woke myself up, shortly after 06:00 AM. At that time, I decided to get out of bed because I wanted to stay awake for a while. I figured, if I stayed awake for a while then I could eventually fall back asleep to get myself back into my normal sleep schedule. I also had a work-related training this afternoon, so I also had to plan my sleep schedule around that training as well. Needless to say, I wasn't able to get a whole lot of sleep this afternoon. For one reason or another, sleep was not happening today. I am feeling anxious, super depressed, and hopeless with the overwhelming amount of horrific news that has taken over the internet. The negative news is just never-ending, and I am begging for anything positive. One positive piece of news is the (second?) impeachment of Trump. This is what I don't understand. How can Trump be impeached...again?


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