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- Destiny Topolski
- Jun 7, 2021
- 2 min read

Dearest Night Owls,
I don't know about you, but I am desperate for some positive changes in my personal life. Currently, I don't have a great deal of happy thoughts happening. I have been struggling with so much this weekend, and I am so mentally and emotionally drained right now. I feel like the negativity has become never-ending. I wish the negativity would end, yes, I would like this to happen right now.
The important thing to remember is that life isn't all negativity and disillusion. Except, I feel, that there have been more negative issues than positive affirmations when discussing recent days. This weekend sure as hell has been more negative than positive. This evening, I was so drained by the negativity that I crawled into bed and just went to sleep. I just didn't care anymore. I am feeling so numb right now that I just don't care about anything anymore. Well, that is not entirely accurate because I care about the welfare of my cats. No matter how bad my situation becomes, I will never stop caring about my cats. For me, my cats are the only reason why I am still here. I continue to survive and fight the negativity, that has become my life, for them. If I start to lose sight of this fact, then there truly is no hope left for me. I am not being melodramatic here, just honest.

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